I don't wanna write my paper but my deadline is tomorroooooowwwwwwwww.




ruuuh rooooohs.......




laaaaaaaammmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

XD I'm too old for LIIIIIIIIFEEEEEEE. Well not really.
But I'm too old to register as a dependent for FAFSA, which fucks up kind of a lot. Like saying that I live at home because I can't afford to live on my own or that my dad lost his job etc etc.



laaaaame. And I still have that dumb payment from Imagination House that made my income much higher than before.



Whatever. I'll still submit it. And if I don't get it I'll just cry in a corner or something lame XD

Okay so Thanksgiving PRETTY MUCH went off without a hitch. I mostly kept from yelling at my dad and he mostly kept from getting in my way.

He's notorious for asking a million times "can i help you? is there anything I can do? LET ME HELP YOU PLEEEEEEEEEEEEASEEEE~!!"<--last part isn't true. But other than that we got along swimmingly.


The way I cook the turkey is literally direct from Alton Brown's Good Eats. The only problem is he wants the first thirty minutes cooked at 500degrees. That's swell......until the oil that you coat the turkey in drips to the pan and starts smoking. It happened last year too lol. The whole house fills with smoke and the alarm went off. So when I ran to try to fan the fire alarm I jumped up on the couch but lost my footing and fell.
It was pretty hilarious since when I fell one leg went flying in the air and my arms flailed like a cartoon to try to keep my balance.

Anyway, the half hour passes and I turn the stove down and all is well.
I still can't get the cranberries to reduce the way I need them too but they come out so tart and delicious that it doesn't really matter either way.

Then my mom came over and all was well. We ate, we had pie and coffee and she checked her lotto.
We watched some tv and I went upstairs for a minute to twitter or something stupid.



And then all of a sudden my mom is crying. I left her FOR ONE SECOND. Jeez....She was crying because my sister decided to have Thanksgiving with her dad's girlfriend (the one that he cheated on my mom with) instead of spending it with mom.
So mom lost her shit and went home even though I told her to stay.


Aside from the drama mama moment it was a pretty swell thanksgiving.
I even managed to go to the gym after audio recording Drink SMAP concert. Which btw....best concert everrrrrrrrrrrr.



SAMBA! But for some reason I have the worst headache now. So its time to pound some advil before going to work.

This is the MOST FRUSTRATING Thanksgiving ever. My dad is driving me crazy and I had a paper due today so I'm ...



gaaah. I don't even want to cook anymore. I came home fully expecting to have lunch, then go get the remaining items i needed THEN start the turkey thawing and brineing process. No such luck. My dad was already thawing the turkey AND DOING IT WRONG at the same time.


So I snapped at him again. I keep shouting at him and I know he's the type that just takes it and that makes me angrier. If he'd fight back and justify himself it'd be less embarassing.
I shout at him and then two minutes later I feel like shit for yelling at him. I know he meant well but he didn't ask or anything. I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING and my dad's track record for cooking is pretty darn terrible.



Grrrr. This is one of MANY things just frustrating the living hell out of me being in this house.


I guess it'll be okay, I'm just tired of yelling at him and I know I shouldn't but he does and says things that are so frustrating that I can't control my temper.


This temper...jeez.

Okay. I'm going to attempt a report here.


Lets make it a trip report as well.


First, Steph and I were hella early getting ready for our flight. I woke up at the ass crack of seven and ran to take a shower. Then quickly dressing and finishing the final packing I realized........I packed incorrectly and repacked my stuff. I found out later that this was all for naught since it wasn't NEARLY as cold as I thought it was gonna be. So anyway, I got all my preperations ready, stopped by work to pick up some breakfast, swung by the bank for a little extra cash(meaning I cleaned out my car of all its coins) and still had over an hour to spare. Right before we were leaving for the airport......my worst fear happened. I started my period >8( I caught it in time but it still was super shitty.
So off we went to the airport, we got on our rickety continental flight where it was ENTIRELY full for a fairly small plane and off we went. I had an old man next to me and on the other side was a super bitchy lady. Because the flight was full Steph was sitting in the seat in front of me. We both attempted to do our homework on the plane. I was reading a book for my art history class which has yet to prove an interesting read or even seem like something that's a useful tool for the class. Needless to say...I kept falling asleep. Our in flight meal was a nasty turkey hot dog(btw...i hate hot dogs. Its the one food I've hated since a kid and still hate) with a crappy salad and a kit kat bar 8D

We landed in New York, hella excited but noticed that it was raining. Sad day. But we kept lauhging because I was like "I CAN'T LET THE RAIN TOUCH MY HAIR! IT'LL CURL.....GORO-CHAN IS UPSET TOO!"
I'd imagine he was, even though he was probably already safely tucked away in a plane where the evils of flat iron failure couldn't hurt him.
We call for our shuttle, wait a while, the guy kept saying Chalise instead of Chagin (which started me on saying Steph's name wrong on purpose for a long time until she snapped at me 8D)
eventually it was figured out and off we went again.
We get to the hotel and it LOOKED like it was this super dingle motel in the middle of the ghetto were we'd get jumped for our juice money. I apparently forgot that the reason I chose the hotel was because it literally was one street away from Bryant Park and just off Broadway. It was on 7th, only two down from 5th avenue!!
Prime location actually. The only problem with the hotel it self was the beds were SUPER loud, the bathroom was down the hall again and the first night the bedroom was super crazy hot. We ended up sleeping with our heads at the foot of the beds because the matress was kinda fucked up.

Second day: Day of the play. First we set out for some shopping. First stop: Nintendo Store. TOTALLY AWESOOOOOOME. The pokemon selection was pretty sparce T_T The Wobuffet shirt was in youth size only and I was greatly saddened. All the dolls were Jakks dolls so it wasn't as big a find as we had hoped. BUT I still picked up some choice Tomy figures. I also got a new Zelda shirt that is too small for my big boobs T_T
Then we wandered around a while, found an omiyage store that had this great muscat grape sherbet and pumpkin manjuu. SOOOO YUMMYYYYYY. We hit the Disney store and then started heading back towards the hotel. Somewhere around here......Steph's mom called. And there was much unhappiness over Pastrami.
We get back to the hotel and try to recover. I was exhausted (second day is the worst for me) and Steph was pretty beat too. So we laid down and watched the food network or something for a while. The time to get ready finally rolled around and well...we did. My dress was SUPER RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD but...my boobs are once again too big so I had to put a tank top underneath. It worked out well though but there was much cleavage left >_>;;;

We hail a cab and off we went to NYU. We. Were. Hella. EXCITED. I've been equating this to when you leave a pot of water on to boil with a lid on. On the outside you can tell that something's going on but its still pretty still. Then you open the lid and you see all the bubbling inside. Put the lid back on and forget and all of a sudden the lid starts rattling around becuase of the pressure. That was...........everyone going to the play. The fangirl beast in me was clawing to escape. CLAWING!!!
We get in. We sit down and we giggle that there are two guys next to us. Totally having a date 8D

Then the lights went out and I nearly plotzed. The stage is a really simple stage, two big curtains to let you know the settings in a Psychologists lecture/meeting/ presentation. The same four people are playing all the parts. Except I thing Dyson was just Dyson.
So Dyson comes out first and sets up everyone with a couple laughs.

Not many laughed at his jokes. I think its because they were too excited, they didn't know how this play was gonna go(me) or they didn't understand english. Dyson was our translator for the night so to speak. The parts that were spoken in Japanese ended up getting translated. ...per seeeeey.
When he made his stupid joke though I totally laughed. Give me a pun and I'll crack up. I'm simple.
Okay, then the "Assistants" come out. And right smack in the middle. The Giant that is Shingo. When they came out it took me a second to fathom it. For some reason there was disbelief for have a second. It didn't last. You can't fight the fangirl that easily.
Luckily I didn't scream. Actually, I behaved myself fairly well I think. I had to grab the hem of my dress and Steph's wrist at certain points, but other than that I think I was a good girl.
The Assistants are the ones acting out the entire play. We're watching a play...perform a play, so to speak.


( Cut because of epic length )

When they came out for the final bow we were clapping SO HARD. As soon as final bow started Steph and I jumped up to applaude (some people didn't. Annoying >8( )
When The male assistant(aka brother, aka okama manager aka Tarlow's friends from school) we were like "YEAAAH~! *claps super hard*" Then Dyson came out and I clapped super hard too.
Then the girl came out and we were like "Y..yaaaaay!" We liked her but we were saving our best clapping for SHINGOOO~!!! *CLAPS AS HARD AS POSSIBLE WITHOUT SHATTERING BONES IN MY HAND AND SHOUTING WOOOOOO AT THE SAME TIME!!!*

Oh man. It was so great. And right before he ran back on stage he ran to the front of the stage and picked up an imaginary thing from the ground and ate it (he'd been doing that the entire play).




Ho-man. Such a good time.
So after the play I had to go to the bathroom for stupid girl reasons. The bathrooms were packed so, using the cleverness of me we went upstairs where there was no one. Great idea right? WRONG We couldn't get back to the first floor. We went up and down the elevators like twice before we managed to get outside. We noticed the groupies hanging out by the back door and I considered it but didn't feel like stalking. So we hail a cab and head back to the hotel singing the entire time.

We get to our hotel, I open the door and....


MY PHONE FLIES OUT THE DOOR AND ONTO THE GROUND! What's under the taxi? A GIANT RAIN GRATE!!!
In slow motion I watched it fall and I screamed and luckily as it hit the ground it hit the grate and popped open. It landed flat perpendicular to the way the grate holes were. But man...worst moment of my life so far. Seeing my phone fall and nothing I can do. *shudder*

Okay so we get to the hotel and thankfully the hotel now has running hot water only the hot water is for some reason on backwards so it wasn't quite that hot. We head to bed and BAM. We're out like a light.


The next day, we dick around a bit and head to Kinokuniya. Who's waiting for me with their smiling faces on the cover of An An? Oh just SMAP XD
Actually I saw Goro and zoomed across the store. Picked up two magazines PS: steph take this effin' news poster, I don't want it XD

We head back to the airport and that was pretty much it.

Luckily on our two flights home we had an extra seat between us so we could put all our crap in it.



The end.


PS: The husband jokes are getting out of hand XD

Apparently my account expired. Well..next paycheck then...







ANYWAY! BACK FROM NEW YORK!


TALK LIKE SINGING WAS AMAZING!! We need a soundtrack hardcore. The irrashaimase song was HILARIOUS. Doushite kept getting stuck in our head. The "Bitter memories" song made me laugh so hard......


Also, Talk like Singing was a very catchy tuuuuune.



More later. Must go to bed ina bed that does not make a sound everytime I breathe XD

Fuji TV is interviewing American fans going to the Premire of Talk Like Singing......They have to be over 18....






TT_TT But only at the premire...........*hate life*

LoL I just updated my journal and as per usual....I have the most disgustingly bright colors.


Something about me and yellow just go hand in hand lol.

I made the image but......I need to get better at graphic works. Though its not too bad lol.
I love SAMPLE's images cause its so...Lichtenstein XD.


The picture is apparently from an outer cover of ARIGATOU's cd single >8( WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANTTTTTTTTTTTTTT








It makes me wanna scream YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY~!

I was reading my flist and when I went to post I realized I wasn't logged in. My first reaction "Oh. I thought there was an awful lot of no Yaoi_Daily in my flist"


Lawl.


Anyway. HALLOWEEN!! It was fun but I really wanted to hand out candy. That's okay because I spent the morning doing Halloween stuff. I carved up another pumpkin and watched the first Halloween movie. Scared the shit outta me. Then I dressed up as a Scientist for work and harassed Valerie and Kirill. Good times.
Went home, roasted some pumpkin seeds and went to visit Emile at work.


But. Now that Halloween has finally come and gone that means I'm but DAYS away from going to New York and seeeiiiing....



SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




I'M SO EXCIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDD.
I need to grab some new pants at Kohls or Wal-mart or something because I'm devoid of clothes that aren't worn or shitty and I have nothing nice to wear for Talk Like Singing.....WHICH I'M SO EXCITED TO SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Although.......I really REALLY wanna go to Disneyland TT_TT

So hopefully a trip in the winter during Christmas time!!! YES!!



Now. To quickly apply for a job.


Also, randomly.......I've been watching a LOT of Idol Gakuen(A segment from SMAP x SMAP).....HILAARIIIOOOUUUUSSS~!! But now I wanna try random new things like roller skating and ballet >_>....weird

My big stupid chest. XD




I'd like this guy
more

if he didn't look like this guy




That's right.



I said it.






Side note: Drawing the poketeam with their six main.
For fun. And because Chris asked "What's your six" and it took me two days to figure it out.
I forgot my Wobbuffet. I should be ashamed.

Here's a WIP on the HP picture

( Brown backgrounds are definitely the best )

I'm gonna try to bring back Snap no Lydia which officially started on the 16th because that's the day Shingo started his XD


But I had some backup of photos so here's some from Conventions passed and some hilarious cat photos. Because Hiro makes me laugh.

( Convention Photos from Anime Expo and Anime Vegas )
Damn that one has a lot of photos....

And now...because he's just so funny to shoot....
some cat photos.

( Hiro is a stupid cat )

Every now and then I just enjoy photos I take. These aren't FOR anything. Just funny photos.
( Random photos of me because I'm ego-centric )


And last but not least the return of Snap no Lydia.
(  SNAP NO LYDIA )


I've been watching scary shows on the travel channel since I got home from work. XD I'm starting to get excited. I wanna go to a haunted house.

BUT NOT OUTTA HP ARTS!!



So...last week Steph sent me a link to a really good Harry/Draco fic 8D
It was totally Draco-centric so of course I loved it. Because I hate Harry.



But I liked him in it.
And since I read it I had this image of sorta like.....a nice...trendy/cool boys magazine. Something like An An.

And more and more I'm wondering why I'm not in Fashion Design since I spent more time drawing the clothes than I did Harry or Draco.
( Trend Pimps )




potterpotterpotterpotterpotter WEASLEY WEASLEY~!!

Well fuck all that shit I was going to do. I got called into work for a fucking seven hour shift.


Seriously. I'm starting to hate Elyse with a burning passion.

She apparently is no longer pregnant so my threat of punching her in the stomach shouldn't be as much of a bother as it was. But still.....


Really loved to punch her in the stomach.


EDIT: Forgot to mention I hate my job because of this shit as well as the long list of reasons I hate this job.

Plans for the day!

First, take a damned shower jeez.


Then. Decorate the house with the cobwebs and lanterns 8D

Possibly get a pumpkin and carve it.

Laundry, laundry laundry.

Then study for the classes I missed yesterday!


Okay! Okay. Ja dat wud be gud.

I played the Pokemon trading game today. XD Emi deesstrooooyed meeeeeeee. But my Mamoswine card was like AMAAAZIIIIIING~!


So I decided Poketeam lydia totally has one. She storms through town at the most inappropriate times. Like during government speeches and thanksgiving day parades.


His name is Mamoru. STOMPEH STOMPEH STOMPEH!! XD

H'okay. So my goal for tonight is. Finish the 15 question quiz asap so I can play Kingdom hearts.
I WANT TO FINISH AND GET MICKEY >8U


Oh i had a lot of updates I can't really remember.

I got a chance to draw freely and stupidly. Just mindless drawings, nothing intentional. Of course...it ended up being porn. Shotacon actually to which...I am ashamed(but not really)
I was like ">8D~~ HA HA HA!! YEAH!! TAKE IT YOU!" Then I went to renfaire.


When I came back because steph was all "SHOW MEEEEE >8U"
I looked at it and was SO ASHAMED. What HAPPENED!? First off, Catholic Guilt was killing me but when I looked at it artisticly....they were HORRIBLE DRAWINGS. Holy god. On one hand, my mind doesn't have its own Kama Sutra of weeboo drawings in it so the poses were limited but.....the anatomy was TERRIBLE>




Man. I'm dying for another life drawing class. But right now I'm stuck in the horrid limbo of the Art Student world involving theory. I hate theory, ...I like history....but theory. Man. Its killing me. I just wanna get my hands dirty like I used to. Give me a pot, gimme a pumpkin, gimme that gross guy who sat on my awesome coat while NOT WEARING PANTS >8O....


Or the black guy who got a stiffy in life drawing(hilarious). Or Rose. Beeeaauuuuutiful Rose. She had the best figure for drawing. Her belly was almost completely spherical. And her wrinkles were divine.





Haaa.....


Anyway. Back to homework. Pretty much what I'm saying is.....I really wanna draw but can't right now ._.

I only forgot Ian because....I brain farted and forgot his pokemon was Gengar....not Weezing >_>;;;



Whatever.

( NERDIEST GROUP EVEEEERRRR...that's why we're friends )

ASIAN ART HOMEWORK SUCK MY DIIIIIIIIICCCCCKKKKK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay. To explain....I COMPLETELY FORGOT MY PHONE...otherwise I would have let everyone and their grandmother know what was going on. Matt asked if I wanted to go back for it but we were already halfway to Char's by then and I didn't think I needed it >_>;;;




Last night, I went with Matt to go with Char and Tay to try the Burrito Challenge at the Nascar cafe.
I of course did not eat the Six pound burrito...though I wish I had tried because you get a shirt that says Certified Weenie.

At any rate, when I got to Char's house we were doing some catching up and I randomly blurted out
"Hey did you know Tom Felton's hosting a party at Prive"
She. Did not. So she looked it up and that became part of our plans that night.
She knew the back entrance to Prive that they escort the guest to and so we waited there like creepy stalkers.
I was hyper as hell so had he come out of the back door five minutes earlier he would have caught me doing the Chacha Slide XD


At any rate, he totally let us take a few photos with him and he signed Char's DVD and that was that.
XD Lizzie hates me because he touched my back, but to make you feel any better Lizzie I was totally clammy that night so....mayeb he was like "oh ew"

Maybe?

XD He smelled nice. And was totally cool.
But its not like we were going to become BFF's or anything. Just a chance meeting.

XD I was starstruck but I couldn't find the way to say it so I said to matt "Dude I'm like totally.......Shell shocked"




Not the right word. Then I said I was totally like Kathy Griffin WHICH I TOTALLY WAS...except if I was Kathy I would have like...grabbed his nipple or something.


The. End. Today I was late for work. Good Job.